I see that making love daily is becoming more and more difficult as the days go by. Last night, once my husband woke up from his nap around 8:30, my girlfriend had come over for a while and we had a few cocktails, sat and talked and she had finally left around 11:30. My husband and I continued to drink and watch movies until 1am and then finally went to bed to have sex. The sex was back to bland. I was not as into it as I should have been. I gave him a blowjob, but it was crappy at best. I felt tired, drunk, and was just ready to go to bed. I was back into robot-fucking mode; where I felt I had to have sex just because he wanted me to. It was not good, sexy, nor pleasurable for me. I did not have an orgasm and went to bed unsatisfied.
What did I learn: Either to kick my girlfriend out earlier, or right after my friends leave, I need to head straight to bed and allow myself more time to get into the mood.
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