It was only 10 pm when I saw that having sex with my husband was not going to be something that was do-able tonight. He played that damn X-Box until 10:30, ate a sandwich, some more leftovers, and smoked a cigar. Now he is still in his man cave, sleepy as hell, while I am up steaming!!!!! I see that for us to have a healthy relationship, he must be available to me and the kids or I will become upset. For him to have spent four hours playing the game and not being with me was very upsetting and this is where I become resentful. So....to continue my quest of becoming a Sex Goddess and to feel comfortable within my own skin and sexuality, I am going to masturbate and make myself reach orgasm 2xs. But the difference tonight is to watch porn to achieve both of them.
I have always felt uncomfortable watching porn with my husband. I would love to feel more relaxed and less insecure while watching porn with him. Unfortunately, I am very upset at him for being so irresponsible about his time with me today. With that said, I will be watching sexy, raunchy videos to reach an orgasm while I'm ridin' solo! Hopefully, I sleep beautifully tonight too.
Hardest question to answer right now? Should I use my vibrator once or twice, and in which order???!!!
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